A wonderful experience..=D

I still remember what happened the past one year. Its been very wonderful. All the memories is still fresh as in it happened yesterday. I really appreciate it very. Thank God for giving me her.She has been with me in the most difficult time of my uni life. Every bad things that happen to me will be enlighten by her smile. Her cute little face which always has a smile on it. =D I know that good things never last. There is always a farewell for everything. Although its just a short 9 months (almost 9 months) but its like being together for  9 years.

Although we are no longer together but I really misses her accompanies. She been the one for me all this while. I never regretted being with her. The thing that I regret the most is not treating her better when we are together. At times I really make her unhappy and angry but I did it just because I wants her attention. Sorry for all the things I have done. I thanked God for giving me her and never wanted a better one. I still remember she keep telling me she's fat, wanna go diet, skip meal everyday. But to me, she perfect the way she is. I loved her not because of her appearance. I love her because of who she is. Her behaviour that attracts me to her not her appearance.

Don't cry because its over, smile because it happens. But I am crying now. Hehe.. Crying because being grateful with what I used to have. Really appreciate it very much. Thanks for everything you  given me and sorry for not being able to take care of you and treat you better. You said that you known be too much and because of that we are not together now. You said that I am not serious in my work but in actual I really takes things seriously. Maybe my way of doing thing is not the way you want. But I am serious especially towards you. There is more that meets the eye.  I am a better person now because of you.

Grateful with what you have, don't wait until its gone only regret. People often says this but never learn from it. I learned from it through this wonderful experience. Thanks for everything that you sacrifice for me. Really appreciate it very very much. I'll live my life happily and appreciate things more. Hope you are happy with what you have and your life. Remember this, you are perfect the way you are.
I Love You and I miss you...=)....chaoz....

THinking too much...

All in a sudden I feel so emo..

Don't know why.. 

Just feeling down..

Its a Friday, it suppose to be a happy day.. 

Suddenly think of you..

Think of the way it use to be...

How it was during those days...

It all came very fast...and it ended very fast as well...

I know that i shouldn't be thinking of it...

Its all over...I just can't help it..

Get over it...I'll be me...The old happy me without any worries...

Doesn't want to think about it anymore...

Just wanna concentrate on work...

PS:cheer up!!!!

Can We Date?

I found a cool chart that i wish to share it out. "CAN WE DATE?" Have a look at it. Its cool and interesting. But the fate is in our hand to decide it...=)

This morning in The Morning News column The Non-Expert, generalist Erik Bryan tries to answer the embarrassing question, "are we allowed to date?" addressing everything from the cousins of in-laws to students to lovebots. Created by Jennifer Daniel.

source from http://www.themorningnews.org/archives/the_non-expert/can_we_date.php

a Monday Valentine

A brand new week ahead. This week seems a busy week. My app dues end of this month. Need to start working on it. No matter what I need to finish it in time so that I can get my rewards. xD..

Today its Valentine Day according to the chinese calander which is the 7th of the 7th month. 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

For those who are single, don't be sad. Your time will come. Cheer up!! Being single is not that bad after all. Enjoy life while you can before you are tied into commitments. xD

There is a devil inside me. A BIG BIG Devil indeed.... The devil will be gone soon. xD... A new week, a new day, a new me. 

GOOD LUCK to all!!! xD

thinking too much...

As I was going back home after a futsal game with colleague @ 1U, suddenly I think of her.. YA is happened so sudden. The music adds more effect on it.. 

I am DAMN missing her.

I know I shouldn't be thinking of her already cause she don't think of me anymore. Why am I wasting my time thinking of her. Recalling back all the sweet memories was nice.. But its kinda suffering too.. Know that I can't have her with me.. Can't hug her as usual.. No one to talk on my problems.. Can't share my happiness and sadness with her.. T_T

weekend @ malacca

I had a fun time in malacca last weekend. Meet with a lot of friends, and don't get to meet with a lot of them too. Had a lot of memories in malacca. Going back there is like going back in time. Being in the place that i was for the last 3 years. 

It all started on a friday night, where me and my friend starts our journey to malacca at 9pm. Reach malacca bout 10.30pm. Then check in to my buddies home, Mr Georgie. After that we went for supper at so called KFC mamak (i also don't know why they call it KFC. There chicken is not that nice xD). After supper it was war at home. We went home to play Starcraft (the old version, I know Starcraft 2 is out, but we played the old version). After 2 games of hard fought war, we when to sleep although we lose both. Had a good nite chat with Mr. Tony Shark (ah foo).

Supposed to wake up at 7.30am for breakfast but a cold rain prevent me from waking so breakfast was canceled. I miss my seniors' convo too. T.T.. Woke up at 1.30pm, when to lunch with Ah Foo as all others had theirs. We had the RM2.20 chicken rice (it was a nickname me and my friend gave to the shop when their chicken rice was just RM 2.20 back then but now the price raise to RM 2.80 if not mistaken). Then i went out with my lovely junior and my lovely partner JUANNA BEH JEN ANN. xD.. (She's my dance partner for last year's Prom Night.)  She's my driver for the weekend as i didn't drive back. But end up i m the driver driving her small lil baby. We went for Tekken at Dataran Pahlawan. The movie was nice. Jin was handsome and very cool. I didn't follow the story of Tekken, so don't know much bout it. After the movie we went for our celup buffet dinner. xD.. before that i get to know 2 new friends in Jack(FTMK) and Jun(FKEKK). Both decent looking guys but very diam. Maybe shy la cause going out with an uncle(me cause the age gap) with them... 

After an HOUR of queuing, 5 of us manage to eat 68 sticks @ CAPITOL. All of us ordered 2 drinks cause celup-ing makes us thirsty xP.... Then we decided to go back for a midnight movie with is AIRBENDER. We went back to DP to get the tickets and the cinema was like WOW!! so many ppl. In my 3 years at malacca never see such crowd in the cinema ticket place. The line was like til the place they buy food. After getting the ticket, its time to exercise. We walk from DP to Jonker which is about 15mins walk. We aren't alone. Many ppl walk there also. So we are not lonely and its not the 1st time i walk there also.


Back at Jonker was good. Its been a long time since i was there. After squeezing at Jonker which is freaking many ppl, we went back for our AIRBENDER. The effects was great but the story was so so. I thought it would be a one episod movie but it turns out that there will be episod 2. The story just hangs at there. Aang helped the North Water tribe defeat the Fire tribe. After movie, I fetch them back and Ient supper with my friend at Kenang Selalu (KS) the mamak that i went the most during my time at malacca. Went back to Georgie home all slept d. Feel so bad to wake him up to open my the door for me. 

The next morning, dim sum at DIM SUM GARDEN was in line. Juanna (my eating partner) confirm there, Mr Georgie, Ken Yew, Mr Foo and me... The food there was nice with the rain outside making it more tastier. The place fill with people. I see people come and go and yet we are still eating there. After that went back home, planned for a war at Starcraft but i fell asleep in chee boon lovely bed.  xD then decided to go back to foo's room to sleep. I slept on his bed while he is at war with George at Starcraft. When I awake, I fetch Juanna home and straight heads to campus where the convocation took place. This year convo was so so also. Didn't like the battle of the band where sound pollution took place. The good thing is that they have PAINT BALL this year. Wanted to play it long time ago but don't have the fate (a few times being bz while my friends play). Don't know when only I have my chance to play. Then i went back to George's home for 1 last war before heading back to KL. Reach KL bout 9.15pm after dinner with Ken Yew @ Taipan Murni.

Back at malacca was real fun. As i said i had a lot of memories there. Passed by the place where i and her hold hands for the 1st time. Recall all the memories with her. Those happy moments. Am I missing her? I am lying if I say I am not... I DO NOT MISS HER!!...

Thanks Juanna for the accompany during my time there. Thanks GEORGE for the hospitality and the accompany. Thanks Kok San as well for his warm bed. xD...Nice to meet you, Jack & Jun..

Chaoz...xP

Open office

Hey guys its been a week since I last posted things here. Sorry for the waiting. Today I am going to talk on or better off I am going to show you my open office. =)

Big road sign of Jln Dutamas 1

This is the place that i currently working at....SOLARIS DUTAMAS...As you can see its located at JALAN DUTAMAS 1... I guess its big enough for you to see...

My working environment

The big RED cupboard. 

The wonderful Cookie Jar of Bake

MY FAVOURITE PLACE
the pantry. Cookies, coffees, biscuit.

Chris's beloved coffee machine. Brew your own!!

This is the front desk of the office. More Cookie Jars


That what I call Open Office. Damn cool to be here. Cookies unlimited, great staff, great environment. Didn't regret joining Bake at all. A fun and wonderful place.

Come and lets bake.=P